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I am not broken. by hannah (16)

The Crazy : It’s kind of my year and I’m getting excited about being in charge of me, about calling the shots and not having to justify my choices. I’ve been staying up until 4 and sleeping in until noon, and holy hell is it fantastic. (posted Jan 3, 3:00pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

2010 : In 2010 I will love myself. (posted Jan 1, 5:24am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Scarred : And I don’t understand it, because really, I don’t have the best relationship with my father. I don’t tell him stuff. I don’t particularly enjoy listening to his stories. But for whatever reason, I still want what he has given my mother for all these years. (posted Dec 29, 2:32am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Dealbreakers. : Best of Holidailies A list of things that will encourage me to say no. (posted Dec 27, 12:38am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

The Company Christmas Party, or, The Vast Difference a Year : So a year later, I’m having more fun. Feeling prettier. Living better. (posted Dec 26, 11:08am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Eternally Grateful : I drive myself mad thinking about you and your intentions, but when I really think about it, I’m happy with this. I like this. This is really all I am rationally able to give. (posted Dec 25, 1:15am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

1 lb, 6 inches : I’ve been working out with Shaun T’s Insanity workouts for a week now and tonight I took measurements because I’m curious. The scale hasn’t moved the way I thought it would, but holy eff, the inches have, so I’m not as discouraged as I originally was. (posted Dec 21, 10:55pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

The Lonely Walk. : I want to remember this feeling I had tonight. (posted Dec 16, 8:49pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Where's Rob? : When we raise our kids we try to talk to them about evaluating situations fairly and coming to our own conclusions. And then we jump up and down and participate in the wave at sporting events. Because everyone else was doing it. (Sure, the wave is harmless, but still.) (posted Dec 15, 11:25pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Bad Ideas. : Or things I’m really good at doing. (posted Dec 14, 7:42am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Old Pictures : Part of leaving my marriage was about me not wanting to wake up ten years from now and saying “what did I do with my time? How did I let this happen?” (posted Dec 13, 6:01pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Push : It all happened so fast. The pushing, the driving, the finding the next driveway to pick him up at, and the attempt to not swoon too hard at the fact that except to ask me if it was ok, he did not hesitate to help someone who needed it. (posted Dec 12, 1:50pm)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

How did this happen? : Somehow I have ended up with a kid that is cooler than both his father and I. (posted Dec 12, 12:44am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Hate. : I have hated my body since high school, when I spent days starving myself in hopes that I would become “normal” and a boy would like me. Because really, when a boy likes you, that’s a sign of normal. (posted Dec 10, 12:45am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

Crush. : I was hoping to not have to come out with this one until later in the month. But you know, it’s the second day of holidailies and already I’ve put off my post until 1 in the morning. It’s hard to talk about this and still sound like an adult, but here it goes: (posted Dec 9, 2:03am)

I am not broken. by hannah (16)

First. : Meanwhile my son ran around the parking lot, just like those unsupervised kids that you look at as they run around in the parking lot, and you wonder, “what kind of neglectful parent just lets their kids run around in the parking lot like that?” That was me tonight. Because sometimes you just have to find the goddamn plug. (posted Dec 7, 10:46pm)